The following is a list of poems I wrote during my last years of secondary school. I am not sure whether all of them are from this time, some may be even older. And there are still many poems and things I write, which either got lost or thrown away by myself. Maybe it is interesting for you, to see what I wrote in the past.
I will first just re-publish the poems I already posted between 2013 and 2014, which are all in german I think. Later I will try to translate them into english, so everyone can read it, at least as long as you can speak one of these languages.
Maybe I will add new poems later, but right now I am not so much into poems anymore and until recently, I wasn’t into anything at all. We will see.
When you read them, you will notice that I write about God sometimes and back than I still tried to force myself to believe that God was as they say. But I didn’t, I couldn’t really believe it. So don’t think I want to convince you of something, I tried my best to survive and I didn’t realize some of the things I wrote. I am shocked about it myself, now that I realized so much more, revealed what was hidden inside of me.
I hope it helps in some way, but just read if you want.
Maybe it is nothing, but for me it was an escape back then.
And now I am writing again, but different. 🙂
German
Der Tod! Vergiss es! [GAST]
Zu viele Worte – nicht ein einziges
Undankbar
Tigerhummel
An Land treiben sie
Eiskalte Nachtgespräche
The list is not complete, since some published ones on the blog are still missing and new ones will eventually be added at some point. 🙂