Launch laughter

Today I ate lunch with my mother. Nothing too special, except that we not often eat lunch or breakfast together. Because she is worken half the day and I am often sleeping during day time. Not today.

And guess what, as if he had sniffed it in the air, my father came for a visit.

We had a very funny conversation about my life and what me and my mother should do. And that he needs a lot of help and that I should go to work again since he can’t after 20 years of hard bass chillin.

After he left me and my mother had to laugh because it was so funny.

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How I wish this would be over already…

But I guess I will never learn that he just wants to help. While it actually is usually the opposite. He says to me what he should listen to and I say what he should listen to, but I actually shouldn’t say because I know it is pointless.

Funny Mondays. I think this should be a new thing.

No … I just had to write this here because my mother almost lost it again and is very exhausted and out of energy now. I also feel very tired again, but at least we could still laugh about it.

Luckily I feel my heart, it still beats and is still warm.

But yep…. I again had a laugh flash together and where laughing instead of crying and weeping. Good that we have an understanding.

And I know that I am safe. Now it is just exhausting, I mean it was all the time before, but before I just ignored it and now I feel good about it. Since I know that I won’t be the one who will go into the grave. Maybe no one, but that is only up to my father himself.

Some guy: God?

No you silly, my father who lives on the other end of the garden.

Some guy: Yes, what I said.

Else.HeartBreak();

Me: No Else, don’t let that happen again. Never ever!

Else: Oki Doki.

Me: Oh no…

Jokes aside, did you know that my father told me, that I should go to God Service again, like him? No?

Me: So tell me something about trees. Which one is your favorite one?

Father: Yes.

No jokes, that actually happened like this.

Stranger: I know right…


What my head felt like afterwards:

Some guy: Your head?

Else: …

(And yes, I know that I am the not the one who should get justice, it most-likely is you who should get some justice finally. And the others what they deserve.)

My father himself said, that soon the judgement will come and that it will be a harsh one. I mean, he said it himself and you know that his opinion always wins. Soooo………



And I hope you still remember what they said about immune systems and the winter time each year. Because earth is also a bloody woman. Well, technically not, but practically yes.

Else: What are you talking about son?

Me: Me not knows… help.



And again, this is the banner of the place where I live:

Now I can tell you the name. It is a silent hill.

Actually Überberg (Over Mountain / On top of the mountain).

Scary enough?

I think it is right next to … hellheim.

Is it a raven? Is it a crow?

Or just a bird trapped in the oil?

But I have the shield in my claws, under my feet.

So I guess, that the eagle won’t be able to fly.

Else: Stop typing nonsense.

And again, I know that I am dead. I said it already many times.

But you know how it is. Everything is indeed possible.

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