Give yourself attention

I hate to be in the middle.

I hate when people ask for my opinion.

I hate when people say that I have to do what I hate.

I hate that people think I want to be famous.

I hate that people don’t understand that all I want is to be free, together with them.

I hate to see how the world is burning, but everyone continues as if nothing important is going on. As if all is normal, life continue, people die, that’s normal.

I hate that so many before me got called crazy, got called criminals, got locked away, killed and forgotten.

I HATE THAT!!!

But maybe people are not to blame, but only the money and power it gave.

I don’t hate you guys. I love you. But I am not sure what will happen now.

Will I die, will we die, will we live?

Should I do what I think is right now?

But I guess I will never be ready and time is running out.



And I am just calm sitting here.

My mind is doing this because it felt right.

Is it? Is it right? It feels good. But it also hurts.

But I know it is right. Only my timing… it never was good.

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