Armor of Love

If you take weapons of men, weapons of destruction, to fight for love and hope, you lost the war before it started.

Music can be a weapon of love.

Standing up against an army of tanks without any weapons, could be the most powerful thing to do, if you think of those who might die, if you wouldn’t stand up.

A word might shoot more bullets than thousand guns. And instead of destruction, it could build up and unite.

Take on your armor of faith, your sword of wisdom and your power of love.

To not bring death, but life. And not hate, but love.

It is about what is inside and not outside. Those with armors outside, might not be as strong as those with one inside. The inside is stronger than the outside, but human usually focus on what they see on the surface.

Parents, don’t be hard on your children. Raise them properly. Teach them and instruct them about the Lord.

Ephesians 6:4 (CEV)

not like those who do their work only when someone is watching–as people-pleasers–but as slaves of Christ doing the will of God from the heart.

Ephesians 6:6 (NET Bible)

Don’t take the word slave as the meaning for being without will. Take it as being part of something which guides you. Like in computer science there are also master and slave systems. A master machine does the big calculation, has the programs and data, while the slave system access it, but doesn’t have to do all the work again or at all.

This way it can be seen more clear and positive instead of the old meaning, that slaves are people without will. So in this it is more meant as being part of something bigger, while not having to do all the work on themselves because together they can do great. Each on with their heart.

Work with enthusiasm, as though you were working for the Lord rather than for people.

Ephesians 6:7 (NLT)

If you work for people or just do what others say or do, this is not what is meant. You might do or have to do work others do as well right now. Maybe you have to do something new, create your own job or find something different. Search for something which could make you happy or through which you could still do something for others who might need your help.

It is about the heart and if you know that you are not bound to the people, the money or systems you might got presented, you can do what you want. And if not, you are able to go new ways. If you work for yourself and those who might need your help, you can work with all your heart and achieve more you ever dreamed of or thought of. But if you just serve a system or people, while your heart is dead insde or feels bad, you can’t expect it to get better this way.

You have to feel good about yourself, about what good things you can or could do, so you can use these things. They are your power and with this power you can help. But it is about your heart and your ideas, dreams and thoughts, not about me or what others say. Only you know what is inside of you. We can just assume and most of the time others are wrong.

And again, it is not about religion, about forcing or doing things a certain way. It is about your way, how you see things and not about a group of people or a country who think everything has to be how they see it.

Remember that the Lord will reward each one of us for the good we do, whether we are slaves or free.

Ephesians 6:8 (NLT)

Masters, behave in the same way toward your slaves and stop using threats. Remember that you and your slaves belong to the same Master in heaven, who judges everyone by the same standard.

Ephesians 6:9 (GNT)

Today the term slave could be seen as worker and the term master as boss or CEO for example. But when I look at the world, I usually don’t see that. In some places, but not enough. A master is not meant to be someone who uses those who work for them or help them, but to give them strength, to support them and give them hope. Instead I usually see people who want workers to work harder, to waste their life for work and losing hope.

So if you are leading a company or just a group of people, remember that you are nothing without them and that you are meant to protect and help them, not to use them to protect yourself or to only fullfil your dream.

A final word: Be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power.

Ephesians 6:10 (NLT)

Put on all the armor that God gives you, so that you will be able to stand up against the Devil’s evil tricks.

Ephesians 6:11 (GNT)

If you think this is for church, then maybe yes and maybe no.

It depends on how you see it.

If you see in church the great buildings, the groups of people who just go there and sit, but not believe, than I am not speaking for them and their church.

I am not speaking for any kind of institution, religion or whatever group there is to be a part of.

I am just speaking out what I wanted to say for so long, what almost killed me because I didn’t. It is time.

Because Gods armor is meant to be inside you. And the devil might be the people who want to break you, who hate you and want to change you.

The devil is destruction. The devil is all evil in the world. The devil is a name for all evil there is.

God is a name for all good and love there is. What people made out of it, is what they want to believe or want to think. You don’t have to believe in religions, believe in yourself and your heart and you believe in God and love. Because God is love. Atleast from what I have experienced through my life.

When I entered churches and there wasn’t love, I felt bad and often it was this way. Not everyone there was without love, but it wasn’t enough.

When I watched series like Stargate or saw some musicians play and talk, I saw and felt love. What I felt was God and those who thought they knew who or what God was said, that these things were from the devil.

I can only hope that they will see the truth one day.

I see God in things most people wouldn’t even say that it is good.

I see love or the lack of it inside of people, does this make me God?

No and yes. If God means the thing we all are part of, then I am not. If God means love, then yes. If God means those who are wise, then yes. If God means one big father in the heavens, then no. If God means to be kind, then yes. If God means a superior power from above which will destroy everyone who is not willing to believe or follow it, then clearly not.

What is God? I know it for myself, but do you?

Are you following dead words or the living word?

Perspectives change everything and you can create them.

In a way we all can be God and part of God, love.

Love creates, hate destroys and resignation is neither of those, but also not helping, yet understandable when love seems like a distant dream or even a lie.

For we are not fighting against human beings but against the wicked spiritual forces in the heavenly world, the rulers, authorities, and cosmic powers of this dark age.

Ephesians 6:12 (GNT)

Therefore, put on every piece of Godโ€™s armor so you will be able to resist the enemy in the time of evil. Then after the battle you will still be standing firm.

Ephesians 6:13 (NLT)

So put on God’s armor now! Then when the evil day comes, you will be able to resist the enemy’s attacks; and after fighting to the end, you will still hold your ground.

Ephesians 6:13 (GNT)

Stand your ground, putting on the belt of truth and the body armor of Godโ€™s righteousness.

Ephesians 6:14 (NLT)

Your desire to tell the good news about peace should be like shoes on your feet.

Ephesians 6:15 (CEV)

At all times carry faith as a shield; for with it you will be able to put out all the burning arrows shot by the evil one.

Ephesians 6:16 (GNT)

Let God’s saving power be like a helmet, and for a sword use God’s message that comes from the Spirit.

Ephesians 6:17 (CEV)

And accept salvation as a helmet, and the word of God as the sword which the Spirit gives you.

Ephesians 6:17 (GNT)

Intuition will give you the words because intuition comes from the spirit.

The full armor of God is an invisible armor. It is made out of pain, it is made out of a lot of pain, a lot of misunderstandings and can’t be bought nor robbed.

If you feel fully like yourself, you are God, you are one with God. So if you feel like only being part of your own life, like a passenger in your own body, it is time to go into your inner smithery and prepare your armor.

As soon as you start, the world, people around you could go against you. People you first trusted might go against you, but don’t blame them, for they don’t know what they are doing. It can be everyone, even those who might be kind as well.

Take these attacks as training, take them as a chance to stand your ground, take them as a way to make you stronger. Believe in yourself, your intuition and what you have seen in your life, experienced. When you can’t trust yourself, you could either attack someone who is fighting on the same side or just yourself. So trust yourself and be your own best friend, while having a best friend is of course also great. ๐Ÿ˜€

We all should have more friends, real friends.

A friend is someone who will listen to everything you say, maybe question things, but only because they want to understand, not to judge. A true friend will not leave you no matter what you say. If you feel like you can’t say everything to a thought friend, maybe say what is on your mind. And if they walk away, maybe it is for the better. It doesn’t mean that you should hate them, for they have to learn for themselves if they want, but you also don’t have to surround yourself with people you can’t trust only to not seem alone.

Loneliness is inside, how you feel. And I felt pretty alone while surrounded by people who were either lost themselves or were in some way against the way I thought and believed. When I was alone, but fully true to myself I felt not alone, I felt free and loved more than ever before while with people.

For myself, I believe that the highly senstivive people (HSP), emotional people, the black sheep, they are naturally born with a sense for love.

They are the ones who might fight the hardest battles inside, while no one will ever notice. Everyone can pick up an armor inside, but I believe that these people are born for it. Born to understand, born to see more than the surface. Others can also do so if they finally open their eyes, but we were born with open eyes already. Maybe this will make us masters in future, maybe just helping hands, but we are not meant to die.

We are fighting the hardest battles because we are strong, we see beyond and we are kind from the heart. Each time we fall, we learn how to protect ourselves better and also help others who might not be able to right now. It doesn’t mean that we always have to “learn”, like thinking about an explanation or plan or something. No, we simply learn as we live, whether we want to or not, it is just how it works. But when we know that we learn no matter what, we can stand up again because we know, that for whatever reason we fell again, it will help us in the future.

We don’t have to understand everything. Just know that as long as you know what you are fighting for, that things will turn out good for you. Don’t see the pain others give you as punishment from God, people just want you to break or evil forces controlling their actions. But God never wanted to punish you, but to make you strong while your enemies want to make you weak. Don’t let them, for they don’t know what they are doing. I mean literally, they don’t know it, otherwise they wouldn’t do such things to you.

Do all this in prayer, asking for God’s help. Pray on every occasion, as the Spirit leads. For this reason keep alert and never give up; pray always for all God’s people.

Ephesians 6:18 (GNT)

Never stop praying, especially for others. Always pray by the power of the Spirit. Stay alert and keep praying for God’s people.

Ephesians 6:18 (CEV)

If you now know that spirit is intuition and God is love, you know how to pray, you know how it works.

Pray from your heart. Words are dead, only if you are honest they can be alive.

A woman once praid for an angel to come because her car didn’t work anymore and she was in the middle of nowhere. And a guy on a motorcycle came by, one from the hell’s angels and helped her. Humor must one have.

So please open your eyes, not the ones for the visible, the ones for the invisible.

From the point of view of biological evolution, the pineal gland represents a kind of atrophied photoreceptor. In the epithalamus of some species of amphibians and reptiles, it is linked to a light-sensing organ, known as the parietal eye, which is also called the pineal eye or third eye

Wikipedia – https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pineal_gland

But be aware of evil and that you can’t trust people, especially those who are working in or around this area.

Also don’t trust me without thinking for yourself because I could also be tricking or manipulating you. I don’t want to and also don’t plan to do so, but just be aware of it.

Many say, open your third eye and everything will be great. They are either naive or wrong. Maybe for them everything was great, but I can tell, that if you see what I see, it shocks you, it could break you, tear you apart and will most likely feel this way at first. So I can understand if you are scared. It is nothing you should play around with. You can make your experiences and maybe have some good ones because it is meant to be good, but if you really see through it instead of your eyes, you will also see all the pain of the world. Be aware of it, but also know, that it will be alright after you fought through it. It could take only some hours or maybe years. I can’t tell how it will be for you.

I can only say, that if you are there you will see all the beautiful people and feel all the love there is. But then you will most likely be attacked, so take your inner armor and sword to defend against them.

Negative thoughts can be attacks. Maybe a part of you will fight against you at first, maybe many parts of you, but no matter how hopeless, you can’t loose. They can only scare you, only hate you and make you bleed. But you won’t die. They can’t kill you and you want to live. You don’t want to live in a world of despair and destruction, yes, but you want to live free and full of joy.

Many don’t even know anymore or maybe never knew what joy actually is, what love means and feels like. Love isn’t pain. Pain just comes because others or something wants to destroy it or when someone you really loved died. But love isn’t pain and was never meant to be. You might experience pain, feel pain because of love, but love is not pain. Love gives you strength to withstand the pain, love will help you against it. When someone dies and you feel pain, don’t let the pain into your heart because I am sure the one who died wouldn’t want this to be. Stand up again and don’t let your love be taken away from you. Would the one who died be on your place, they wouldn’t let pain take over as well. Pain will lead to anger and destruction. This is what evil wants, but we are not evil. We make mistakes, we fall, do bad things to us or others sometimes, yes. It happens, but because of this we build up our armor to defend and help each other with our battles.

The insivible world, the invisible wars are inside of us. So those who feel the pain, feel the love and see the horror of the world, those see the invisible world or at least a part of it. Most humans either can’t see it or don’t want to for it is too heavy.

But if you already experienced moments in it or maybe your whole life, you are important, because you might be like me, a lone survivor, lone fighter for the most part. You are not sure why it happens, or whether you are doing good or bad. You might feel so damn lost with this mess and feel like dying.

But you are not meant to die, not meant to feel alone. It doesn’t matter who you are, old, young, gender, believe. It doesn’t matter, because if you feel it, you see. And so you shall not die. No one should.

God’s warriors aren’t meant to look all the same, meant to think the same, meant to act similar and just obey. They are meant to be kind, meant to fight for good and not for money or such. And they often fight alone, while everyone around them thinks that they are fighting for the same, while they go against them most of the time.

If you see the flaws in society, the flaws in economy, the flaws of the world, you are a warrior. So don’t say it is hopeless. So say you are worthless. You are fighting on the front line and you did well, while you didn’t even know or lost hope because you felt alone.

Look, you are not alone anymore.

And I am not a preacher, I am a warrior like you. The people see me as a helpless young man. Some laugh about me, some think I am happy, some think I am going down right now. But a few know, that I am a warrior. I let some of them down and I am sorry. I lost my will to fight a long time ago, while a bit of hope always survived, so I can “stand” here today and tell you all I see.

Today I looked into old school stuff from 7 or more years ago.

I found one page filled with just one word: “Blaubeeren” which means blue berries in german. A whole DIN A4 page filled with this word. I also found some pages with random numbers, weird drawings and other words.

It was from the last year of secondary school (10th grade) and I completely had lost my hope. I was so done with everything I lost my mind, was only hoping for my end. Since elementary school I was on this trip, but before I at least tried to fight, to defend myself and still see something good and do what I saw inside. The older I got, the weaker I got. I was only a passenger of my own life for many years most of the time. Not all the time, not when I was alone doing what I loved. But during the last years I even lost that.

I forgot the reason, forgot for what I was still living and moving on on this battlefields of despair. I started to find myself again and after half a year of writing and talking with my trusted friend, the battles inside got so hard that one day I was about to kill myself. But something inside of me saved me and so I didn’t die. Since December things have changed for the better. Not always, but in the long run. And I found myself again. I found the love again, I always had but locked away. The love was never the problem. It was the lack of it.

Feel my embrace, give yourself a hug. You are loved, if you can’t love yourself right now, I sure love you, what is inside. I of course also see what is outside, but I love people for what is inside of them. Especially those who fear what is inside of them, because they are facing themselves.

If love could have a voice, it might be yours, might be mine.

Let it speak, let it out.

Those who changed the world for the better were usually alone or just a few. Maybe you will change the world for the better more than you can think of right now. It might need time, but God has time.

And you don’t have to fear death because there either is only life. Those who died or die now can live again. No one is forgotten. So don’t let the pain distract you, you might feel a lot of pain or already felt, but it won’t be forever.

And if you will die and I could bring you back to life, I will do my best.

But I am not perfect. I might seem like a loser for some, when it comes to the world you see with your two eyes. I sometimes still act like one, but you don’t have to be perfect to defend yourself and help others who can’t right now. You only need love and the will to help and fight for them.

We are perfect through our so called imperfections. Would we all be the same, we would be “lifeless, pale and numb”. We are all humans.

Let us fight for each other and not against each other. Help your enemy to see love and not hate.

It is hard, it is painful it seems pointless. Sometimes it might be at first. People are free to decide, so let them decide and give them time.

Just show them that you are not like everyone, that you are not doing what “everyone” does.

Show them and they can decide. Words might not describe what you see, so show them instead of telling.

I try to with the music because I know that my words might be misleading, could be seen cold, harsh or mean.

I know that I could be seen as a threat, could be seen as someone who wants chaos, who wants war, who wants death and destruction.

But what I want is peace, love and freedom for everyone.

And you can’t get these with weapons of destruction.

Just keep that in mind and start to follow your intuition.


Thank you for taking the time. I guess it was a pretty weird and or boring experience. Maybe one of the most powerful things you ever read. I don’t know. I can’t read your mind or your feelings. ๐Ÿ˜€

I hope you are not disappointed and maybe found value and inspiration through this. It was meant to give hope and to show how things can also be seen. It wasn’t meant to convert people or to drag someone into a box or towards a religion. This is to open eyes. Hopefully… and if not at least I had a good time writing all of this down.

๐Ÿ’œ ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ž = inside

๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ˜ = outside

Luckily it changed more and more this year, to make the inside also visible on the outside. Not only when I am alone. But I am still more comfortable to only show my feelings visibly when I am alone or with people I fully trust.

This said, I might fully trust you, while I don’t even know you.

I let the heart guide me.

I wish love and send you love! ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ

And don’t forget “Music Makes You Braver”!

We should listen more to music which helps and supports us.

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