Day 35 (till late evening)

(Dream log)

I didn’t write dreams down for a while and never really for each day.
Today I had several sequences I can remember, but maybe the order is mixed up.

(sequence one)

I was watching TV, a special episode of the Simsons (I haven’t watched them for some years and if so, than with someone else). It was something like a christmas horror show and a double episode. I can’t remember much of it. But it was dark outside and raining and I was in my living room. It looked a little different and I think it was even the old TV my grandpa before it broke. But there was one scene I remember clearly. I saw Carl Carlson with a woman and they were married or at least together. But they looked at each other in a sad way, not knowing what to say, the eyes were escaping. Then the woman suddenly changed into another character of the show. Carl was first confused but then he also changed into another character and they did this, both in men and women, but several times into Lenny until both looked like Lenny at one point and they smiled at each other.

At another point it was as if the movie actually was with real people and I think there also was a point where I changed into another scene
The also was a second episode, so it was a double special episode.

(sequence two)

I was with guys from my past talking somewhere. It was also dark outside and kinda stormy. (I actually think these two sequences where connected)
And one of them, who was my best friend back then, told that he had a weird trip. In the storm he was driving with his van or camper somewhere, then there where this heavy rain and weather and also for some reason he opened his window and had snot in his face, then he somehow got away from the road and crashed. So the vehicle was broken and he just bought it recently (all in the dream). And it was as if his story was part of the previous TV show. (Don’t remember much more, but there was more)

(sequence three)

This one was pretty epic and scary. I was at home outside, in the garden of my house. Across the neighbour garden I could see a big thing what looked like a ship, a truck and a building alltogether. And then there was someone speaking about modern technology, about multifunctional vehicles and than this thing started to fly, hovering over the street. Then the scenery changed and I was on some testing grounds. The voice were talking about drones and AI controlled armies. Then some kind of big aircraft, more of a spacecraft, were flying over my head. I was in some kind of fake city with skyscarpers and other buildings. Then the aircraft opened the back ramp and two or three objects were falling out and than stabalizing in the air, until they flew on top of a building a couple hundred meters away. They looked like some kind of modern army truck with weapons around them and also a little bit like animals from the behaviour. Then they were looking at me I think I ran away. I am not sure whether they were shooting at me or not. Than the scenery changed a little bit and I heared big crushing noises and the ground was shaking. I went out of my shelter and saw kilometer big mechanical things “walking” over the buildings, one foor just crushed a whole block of buildings, leaving a flat pressed mass behind. Then I ran away again as fast as I could and one almost walked over the block I was in, just got out.

(dream sequence four)

I was in a big house with some people I didn’t know.
And we had a good time I think. But I think at one point I ran away through a big hallway with pictures and such things on the wall (like in a palace).
Then one of the people ran after me, a young woman or girl and she said something nice to me and I should come back.
(Can’t remember more)

I had more dreams because I woke up at some points.
But some are lost I guess.

(Dream log over)


At one point when I woke up this evening there was a heavy storm ongoing outside. I heared thunder nearby and loud howling from the wind. Then not long after there was another lightning strike (I didn’t see anything because my windows were covered) probably right next to the house somewhere because it was so loud and heavy that the windows were vibrating.

Then I activated this frequence noise in my head again and tried to focus on the storm and when I stopped after some minutes I didn’t hear a sound from outside, as if there wasn’t a storm. Then I focused on it again to make it stormy again, but I just heared a little howling from the distance and I actually didn’t want to start the storm again. Call it imagination (because this is what is most likely), but it was pretty strange because I didn’t thought that the storm would just stop like this. I mean I hoped, but didn’t really thought it would be that way. Maybe the weather just moved on rapidly, but still pretty strange. And as I said, it is stormy almost every day for a month now, since I quit my job and all that. What is going on… But well, I can’t really see better without my glasses, at least something normal, right?

Possible psychiatrist diagnose: “This young man has a serious case of bipolar and schizophrenia. Three pills daily and no social media, no interaction with other people.”

Well… I guess I am fine. Good to hear that, doc.


For the track Magnus ignominiam / The big disgrace:

John 14:7-14
If you really know me, you will know my Father as well. From now on, you do know him and have seen him.”
Philip said, “Lord, show us the Father and that will be enough for us.”
Jesus answered: “Don’t you know me, Philip, even after I have been among you such a long time? Anyone who has seen me has seen the Father. How can you say, ‘Show us the Father’? Don’t you believe that I am in the Father, and that the Father is in me? The words I say to you I do not speak on my own authority. Rather, it is the Father, living in me, who is doing his work. Believe me when I say that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; or at least believe on the evidence of the works themselves. Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father. And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son. You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it.

2 Chronicles 14:7
“Therefore he said unto Judah, Let us build these cities, and make about them walls, and towers, gates, and bars, while the land is yet before us; because we have sought the Lord our God, we have sought him, and he hath given us rest on every side. So they built and prospered.”


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