Day 21 (first hour)

For the next track A die non dormies:

Romans 11:28
“As far as the gospel is concerned, they are enemies for your sake; but as far as election is concerned, they are loved on account of the patriarchs”

Do you sometimes have this strange feeling about a movie, that it actually was meant to be real, but no one actually cared and those like you, didn’t do a thing either. As if you were the one, to break the silence. And then you see all these people talking and this feeling goes away. “DO SOMETHING! Why don’t I DO SOMETHING?!” I see the world burn, but I let it burn, I want it to burn, so I can finally get away with being a downer. Help against depression, could also be causing depression. For me the thought about someone else, telling me things about what to do or just giving me pills, is like the opposite of help. For me help simply is, a place like this, where I can write down all of my good and bad stuff, my ideas and share what I recieve.

In some way I got my help, but it wasn’t what they thought of, or did they?

I didn’t expect this, thank you.

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