For my next track with a very long name:
Surah Ali ‘Imran [3:50-60]
“He collected 1,365 pieces of silver on behalf of these firstborn sons of Israel (each piece weighing the same as the sanctuary shekel).”
“I clothe the heavens with darkness and make sackcloth its covering.
The Sovereign Lord has given me a well-instructed tongue, to know the word that sustains the weary.
He wakens me morning by morning, wakens my ear to listen like one being instructed. The Sovereign Lord has opened my ears;
I have not been rebellious, I have not turned away.”
Very interesting morning, feels like a new day (pun intended)
The path seems to go into the right decision.
It feels good, only when I think about it in the old way, it makes me feel strange because my brain still can’t accept all of it, while my heart already signed in. Pressure will always be a thing, sometimes, somewhere. But only if I let it control me. And now I must continue and leave the pressure behind. Pressure which wasn’t my own or wasn’t for me, but I still obey.
Now I shall walk the path, I know it will be strange at first for me. And I won’t do it perfect, still I have a good feeling about failing. In some way, I have this good feeling, while there still is fear inside. The fear, which is still a part of me because I had it as “friend” for a long time. It is time to say good bye to my friend, the fear. Maybe we will meet again, but next time with a cup of tea or coffee, okay?