When the words are visible

This series again showed me, that I was meant to continue, meant to be.

My path might be different, but the thing is, that only with a heart things make really sense. Only with a heart you are able to see.

But the LORD said to Samuel, “Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The LORD does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart.

1 Samuel 16:7 (NIV)

But the LORD said to him, “Pay no attention to how tall and handsome he is. I have rejected him, because I do not judge as people judge. They look at the outward appearance, but I look at the heart.”

1 Samuel 16:7 (GNT)

If you stop looking for enemies, you will see, the world is full of wonder. A thought enemy might be a future friend, a teacher even because they may teach you how to help them. A thought enemy might be the most powerful ally when you really see what burdens them. Would we ask what drives them crazy, maybe they could even be family, but instead we use to fight, to blame, to harm or just obey.

People might see you as an enemy, fight you, harm you, spit at you, but don’t harm them, teach them. Not with punishment, not with harm, not with words you don’t understand yourself. With your heart, with love. Real love knows no enemies, just people who need more of it.

There are patterns which have to be broken once and for all. Can’t be completely, not for everyone, because it is freedom.

Why do we want to get into heaven by force, while we don’t even know what we want, do we? Most of the time people don’t really know.

But I think we can agree, that would we all care for each other, we wouldn’t need to fight, wouldn’t need to harm, wouldn’t scream inside or outside. I don’t know for sure what the future brings, I have my dreams and hopes for all of us.

(Sometimes I chose multiple translations to make the message maybe clearer.)


The following are all titles of the first season “Warrior Nun” in order. In the series only the “address” in the bible is given, so i thought, maybe I show the full titles. Powerful words.

Episode 1 – Psalm 46:5

God is within her, she will not fall; God will help her at break of day.

Psalm 46:5 (NIV)

God dwells in that city; it cannot be destroyed. From the very break of day, God will protect it.

Psalm 46:5 (NLT)

Episode 2 – Proverbs 31:25

She is clothed with strength and dignity; she can laugh at the days to come.

Proverbs 31:25 (NIV)

She is strong and respected and not afraid of the future.

Proverbs 31:25 (GNT)

Episode 3 – Ephesians 6:11

Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes.

Ephesians 6:11 (NIV)

Episode 4 – Ecclesiasticus 26:11

Watch over an impudent eye: and marvel not if she trespass against thee.

Ecclesiasticus 26:11 (KJB)

Episode 5 – Matthew 7:13

Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it.

Matthew 7:13 (NIV)

Go in through the narrow gate, because the gate to hell is wide and the road that leads to it is easy, and there are many who travel it.

Matthew 7:13 (GNT)

Episode 6 – Isaiah 30:20-21

Although the Lord gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, your teachers will be hidden no more; with your own eyes you will see them.

Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, “This is the way; walk in it.”

Isaiah 30:20-21 (NIV)

The Lord will make you go through hard times, but he himself will be there to teach you, and you will not have to search for him any more.

If you wander off the road to the right or the left, you will hear his voice behind you saying, “Here is the road. Follow it.”

Isaiah 30:20-21 (GNT)

Episode 7 – Ephesians 4:22-24

So get rid of your old self, which made you live as you used to—the old self that was being destroyed by its deceitful desires.

Your hearts and minds must be made completely new, and you must put on the new self, which is created in God’s likeness and reveals itself in the true life that is upright and holy.

Ephesians 4:22-24 (GNT)

Episode 8 – Proverbs 14:1

Homes are made by the wisdom of women, but are destroyed by foolishness.

Proverbs 14:1 (GNT)

The wise woman builds her house, but with her own hands the foolish one tears hers down.

Proverbs 14:1 (NIV)

Episode 9 – 2 Corinthians 10:4

The weapons we use in our fight are not made by humans. Rather, they are powerful weapons from God. With them we destroy people’s defenses, that is, their arguments

2 Corinthians 10:4 (NOG)

The weapons we fight with are not the weapons of the world. On the contrary, they have divine power to demolish strongholds.

2 Corinthians 10:4 (NIV)

The weapons we use in our fight are not the world’s weapons but God’s powerful weapons, which we use to destroy strongholds. We destroy false arguments;

2 Corinthians 10:4 (GNT)

Episode 10 – Revelations 2:10

Don’t be afraid of anything you are about to suffer. Listen! The Devil will put you to the test by having some of you thrown into prison, and your troubles will last ten days. Be faithful to me, even if it means death, and I will give you life as your prize of victory.

Revelations 2:10 (GNT)

I listened to the theme music the whole time I was putting this together.

And while I read these titles, I had to weep and cry several times. So much love together with the music. So much power and freedom. If you understand what it says, you see that there is no pressure, no punisher, no one who is going against you, you see it is all made for you, for us, for me.

I hope you have received the message within. I hope you see the light. If not, don’t you worry, it will be alright. I am here and you are not alone.

My time might be limited, but I think that you and me, we have all the time we need, maybe all the time we ever wanted. The limits are only in the head for my part, what about you?

Tell me your story, let us be free together, let us live, let us love and be happy. Let us defend each other, let us give strength in these darken days.

I am not the church, I am not with the churches of the world, I am with the people who believe in themselves and the freedom God gave them, the love and the wisdom maybe waiting or already given to you.

God is many things. You and me. Us humans, the love we share, the hope with give. Maybe an astronaut from outer space. The universe in a way. Your cat. The plants in your garden, the trees in the park, the apes in the jungle. Do you see what I mean? Won’t you defend what you love?

I love you! God loves you!

I guess I might just sound like a crazy preacher, a mad man, out of my mind. But this is why I am kind, like one of a kind, you are too if you read so far. Your heart is like a city of gold. A world of wonder. Your soul is power and your mind might be guided by the heart, by God.

Either way, no one should follow another person, for they themselves can see all the answer, would they open their inner eyes by letting the heart guide them. Don’t you love to see something good happening? Don’t you want peace? I sure want it, but it always seemed hopeless, poinless and unreachable. So alone and dark, while it was such a kind and peaceful wish.

We could die, we could be harmed, we could get tortured, but even if you yourself might want to die anyways, wouldn’t you take it for someone else to stay? Wouldn’t you fight for them, even if for yourself you wouldn’t want? So fight for them and for yourself, together.

I wish all could see the love I see, maybe they can one day, but you and me, at least we can see it. And if you can’t right now, it is no wonder, all the darkness which is surrounding us. Be the light, shine so others can see. Be kind, be free. Kindness doesn’t mean to take everything, it doesn’t mean to accept injustice, it means to teach as well, it means to love the enemy, but it doesn’t mean to let the enemy destroy you. And it doesn’t mean to destroy yourself.

Whatever you are suffering with right now, in the past or maybe the future, you will surive, you will live and you will see and be a light.

I here for you buddy, here for you, crying, laughing spearding love and receiving it. Sometimes I share the pain, the destruction the hate to myself and maybe what it makes me do. But remember, we aren’t machines.

Give yourself love by rewarding yourself for each day you survived. Give yourself a hug, a party if you want. 😀 But feel good about your won battles.

No matter what you did, no matter what. Maybe the pain you have is too big to feel good in any way. I can relate to that. It is okay. Don’t blame yourself for feeling this way. Even if you would have killed a whole nation, I would still be there for you, even if you would kill me as well.

Why? Because I can’t loose, I can’t win, because there is no need to think this way. So why should I not be there for you, whoever you might be?

I might not be able to be there for each and everyone at the same time, but we will see what will be. If more and more lights turn on, I won’t have to fight alone, and if you fought like me, we won’t have to fight alone no more. Were never meant to fight alone.

I am a sinner as well, but aren’t we all?

So why shouldn’t I give you my love, I am not better than you. But maybe I can save you, if you can’t do it yourself. There is no shame in it. Some can defend themselves, some can’t right now, some even fight others and maybe even feel good about it – and I understand that. Isn’t it time to stick together?

We don’t need more religions, more companies, more money, more pain, more drugs and things to make us work while everything seems to hurt or no feeling is left at all.

We need to let go and be free.

If what we had so far is called safe, is called control, is called protection and order. Then I don’t want to be a part of it, because in its names were fought wars, killed lives, plants, people, animals and chaos all around the world.

The word Anarchy doesn’t stand for chaos, although I didn’t say Anarchy is what we need.

Freedom was never really there, only for some, only a little piece of it, just enough to think it is true.

Would there really be freedom in the world right now, why is there so much pain, war, sorrow and loss? Wouldn’t freedom mean to have all what you ever wanted – peace, love and safety? But all we got is war, manipulation and mass control.

People think they know, people think the world works or the world has to fall, but neither of those is the case.

When I thought about possibilities, I knew there are too many to count.

There isn’t just yes or no, just life and death, just light and shadow. I knew that in the same situation someone could blink with the eyes once, twice, not at all, only with one eye maybe first one then the second, maybe blink a hundred times. If even this little detail can be in so many variations to only name a little few of them, then what must be possible when it comes to our world, our selves, the universe?

Wouldn’t you agree, that most of the time we only see the drop instead of the ocean and we can’t even understand the drop of water really?

When I was younger I saw the ocean, the child saw the ocean and I was so full of joy, full of hope and happiness. But people told me about the drop, that only the drop of water was important now. And I gave up, more and more. When through some events I lost my defense, I was open for destruction and gave in to it more and more. Seemed to love it, seemed to wish for it to tear me apart as soon as possible. I lost my ability to see, didn’t want to see, because what I would get for it would only be more pain, only be more trouble.

The people told me about the water drop and they didn’t understand it themselves, while I saw the ocean and then I only saw dry sand, dust and hole where it all falls in, to be never seen again.

Maybe I will see this some times again, maybe I will fall down some times, I am human, we are human. But we can always stand up again.

(I am still listening to the music by the way, still weeping sometimes in between, for it is so powerful what is happening right now)

The true light that gives light to everyone was coming into the world.

John 1:9 (NIV)

Peace I leave with you. My peace I give to you. I do not give peace to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled or afraid.

John 14:27 (NLF)

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.

Joshua 1:9 (NIV)

[S]ay to those with fearful hearts, “Be strong, do not fear; your God will come, he will come with vengeance; with divine retribution he will come to save you.”

Isaiah 35:4 (NIV)

Tell everyone who is discouraged, “Be strong and don’t be afraid! God is coming to your rescue, coming to punish your enemies.

Isaiah 35:4 (GNT)

May some of those of which I used some help you:

https://www.biblestudytools.com/topical-verses/fear-bible-verses/

It isn’t about a cult, a sect, religion or any kind of institution for which you have to sacrifice you life, your dreams and all. It is about you and what you see, what we see together and what we can make out of it and what is there for us to see in the future.

If only I speak, it is lame, it is pointless, hopeless and if only I would be there to paint the world with colors, maybe it would have way less without you. Everyone has the right to speak, the right to be free. Only together we can make all our dreams come true and create new ones for the next day. The possibilities are endless, but we limit ourselves to only a few and even day are too much sometimes because they weren’t meant for us.

There is an ocean ahead of us and we will able to walk on it, within it and maybe all around it. Who knows. But I am talking about possibilities and not just water.

Thank you for joining me on my whatever this is and was. An experience most beautiful and full of love for me and maybe for you.

See what a TV show can cause, some simple words? 💜

Hope people, hope is gold. Gather you hope, for you will have all the gold of the world and so much more.

“Caesar’s,” they replied.

Then he said to them, “So give back to Caesar what is Caesar’s, and to God what is God’s.”

Matthew 22:21 (NIV)

For me it means, that the leaders of this world, they create money and want money. It is their world, their limit and what they grave for. So give it back to them because it was theirs the whole time, not yours. And love is for God, love is for the people, so give the love to the people and to yourself.

But it is my interpretation, you may have a better one.

I want to hear your stories, your thoughts and believes.

Stay safe people, spread the love and pray if you want to, if you can because a real prayer is sending love to others, to yourself and to God. A prayer out of real love is honest. So even if you never praied before, if you think it is nonsense or just a trick in some way. Maybe it’s not, maybe it is just love, all you ever wanted. You don’t have to. You can go against me, walk away or give it time. It is all yours now.

Be good to each other. Be good to yourself.

It is hard, I know, pretty hard, but worth it.

Before I write even more and don’t eat my lunch, I will leave it here.

Again, I love you and I hope whatever it was, it helped you in some way.

💜💜💜